LiLy'S Diary | 転んで堕ちて、立ち上がれ！

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1981年11月21日生まれ
神奈川県出身
上智大学外国語学部卒
2004年 J-WAVE
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転んで堕ちて、立ち上がれ！

過去を思う時に想う曲。

Slippin'
Fallin'
Can't Get Up

転んで、
堕ちて、
起き上がれない。

何度も転んで、
何度も堕ちて、
何度も倒れる。

そのたびに怒り。
大人に対して、
現状に対して、
自分に対して、
ものすごい怒り。

I GOT TO GET UP.
GET UP ON MY FEET
TO CASH IT UP.

起き上がらなきゃ。
地に足をつけて、
この怒りを何かに繋げるんだ。

今、つくってる本、書き下ろしている本、
タイトルは『TOKYO DREAM』っていうんだけど、
そのためにいろんなことを思い出して、
書きながら、
いろんなことにめっちゃ怒っていた頃に（16、17ね）
ヘビロテしてたこの曲を聴いてた。

GOD,
I LOVE DMX！

転んでも、堕ちても、立ち上がるから、
また転ぶし、また堕ちる。その繰り返しで、1歩ずつ上がってこ。

| 08:25 | comments(33) | - | Posted by : LiLy

私もこれでもかってほど転んでは起きてを繰り返してきた。しかも人一倍時間がかかる。
七転び八起き。になってるかさえわかんないときさえもある。いっそのこと希望なんて持たなきゃ楽になれるのに・・とか思って逃げたくなるのに
でもやっぱ、立ってしまうんだよね。

このうた、染みるなあ。　

| maki | 2008/04/03 5:35 PM |

リリーさん大好き！！
いつもほんとにパワーもらってます！！
４月からほんとに大変な仕事の担当になって、ちょっと落ち込み気味だったけど、転んだら起きればいいだけのハナシ！！頑張ります♪
TOKYO　DREAM楽しみにしてます♪

| ふぉーく | 2008/04/03 9:56 PM |

LiLy堕ちてんのか！？
まぁ浮き沈みはあるよね…。
俺もここ最近は堕ちてばっかだけど、上がるのは自分次第だしね。頑張らなくちゃ！！

COMMONが言ってたっけ。
勝負をしなきゃ勝利はうまれないって…。

http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=PzSpynvL9N0

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